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Something Bout You

Sit back relax your mind
Just let my love flow through you
Cause all of this time
My love is with you
And you'll never have to worry
Cause I wanna spend my life wit you
You changed my world
My dreams have come true
Something about you
That I can't explain
And it's driving me crazy
That I'm gonna say
Something about the way
You hold me
I love you
There's something inside you
That keeps calling me
And it's taking me places
That I've never seen
I'm not afraid to learn
From memories
I love you

I've never contemplated
That's why it feels so right
A heaven sent love
A match made for two
Don't take your love for granted
Cause love won't wait for you, no baby
Hold on to what your
Heart is telling you
Crying at night when you're
Not by my side thinking about you
Let's take a chance take my life
And romance,
Let my love flow through you
Promise to live
Let's fulfill all your dreams
(Don't let it slip away)
No no no cause my love's here for you
Baby come face the truth
Don't run away just hold on to my love

Chorus

Baby I love baby i need you baby i love
Holding you tight through the night
Feels so right baby
Baby I love you (Bout the way you kiss me)
Baby I need you (Don't you ever leave)
Baby I love (Bout the way you love me)
Holding you tight through the night feels so right

Chorus

I love you I love you I love you I love you
I need you I need you
See Diana there's something you should know
You make the world go round in my head
There's something that you do to me
I love you see I love you baby

Chorus

Let me give you something
That you deserve
Let me do the things that
Needs to be done to you
I love you been a long time
Since we got together
I'm the man of choosing
What you need and
If that's not enough
See it's turning down the light
And light a candle tonite
Cause tonite it's your night
To do what you want
To this here body
It's alright


I miss u so much that it hurts...

Feel the love!

I felt the love from far away this nite, I felt the love he sent to u , through you, I felt that i connected to both ur beautiful souls, you both are spiritual soul mates and u spread the love pass human perception! I felt the positive energy u are sending through ur angels! Oh God is havin soo much FUN gettin us together like that! well I say IT WAS ABOUT TIME!!! I guess he waited till I was ready to receive all this, I couldn't possibly do it let's say 2 or 3 months ago, or 1, 2 ...5 yrs ago, I wasn't ready for that...I couldn't receive all this LOVE N POSITIVE ENERGY since I wasn't on a good mental level with my own mind so how should I be able to connect to other minds? But now day by day I feel more connected 2 my soul n my mind so now I could say I am ready to receive all u gotta give to me! Every dream I had it s so much closer to get reality I feel it's so much easier and all this positive energy that I feel it's sent from God through his Angels and it's so wonderful to receive it and feel it all around!!! I m so much stronger than yesterday and SO much powerful then months ago I sometimes look at me and don't recognize me it s a beautiful thing to feel and see, love me again!

PS:
I thank you, for letting me go, to feel all these beautiful feelings in this moment!

Fuck physical, let's caress each others spirit...

"Fuck physical, let's caress each others spirit...." this is one of the most powerful thing i ve recently have heard from a man( well just by now i heard more powerful things than that but ima talk but that some other time!!).....is from a song....but hearin it, comin from a man makes me wonder if there are still those kinda men left out there....I wanna believe they are, it s kinda comforting to think and believe that, I will find you, when the time's gon be right.

Ma sista once told me, "God wanned u to see that b4, he tried desperately to make u see it in the purest way possible THROUGH LOVE...."
When I say LOVE I mean LOVE ....I have so many things to say about this....
see there are 2 kinds of love...or at least this is wat i have experienced in my past yrs, the physical love and the spiritual love let's just categorize them like this...
The physical love - hurts, changes u , dependent, obsessive, crazy, lust, boring, limited, aggressive, ignorant, dying, smile, sex, fear, jealousy, body,
The spiritual love - doesn't hurt, feels right, feelin our souls, seeing our souls, connection for life, feeling safe, secure yet independent, happy, laughs, LOVE, touchin my soul, spirit, mind, feeling u even from far, knowing u gon love me till the day u die and knowing ima love u wit all my heart till the day imma die!
Few words to describe it but enough to know the difference and to understand....what i meant.
God wanned me to kno this but still I couldn't allow myself to be selfish and just dont think bout you how much I would hurt you and just think HOW MUCH HAPPINESS HE WOULD BRING....
He still does, the spiritual love lives in us, inside us he is feeding himself with my love I feel he is taking from it but I have so much to offer that he can take as much as he wants bcause all that he s givin back is more. Take it and don't question it! receive the love and dont question how was sent, that the purest way to LOVE......

Thank you God for allowin me to find out what spiritual love is,.....im blessed

Inner peace....

I don't see no rings on these fingers....so im not gon deal wit ur drama.....:) that s a good thing to live wit huh.....u wanna be treated like a king? then wear the crown!!...the best yrs of my life is wat ive given u....i will love u till the day i die....but never love u enough to live a lie.... u tell em sista!!
When these men are gon understand to be real....when we gon get rid of all this drama bullshit in our lives? when is that day that we all gon live happily together? when is that day gon come please tell me??? why do we have to live in hate, ignorance, negative energy that s suckin our life? Wouldn't it be more easily for everybody to just be in peace wit everybody? i guess that would be to nice huh?:))
So i finally found my inner peace....I finally understood that we didn't deserve each other, is not only u that didn't deserve me, but it s also me I didn't deserve u.....U deserve a girl that can love u more.....more tha way u can handle it....the physical way, i can love u like that too....but less cuz I would love u more spiritual...and u didn't allow me to love u like that cuz u re not ready for that kind of love! I ma wait for that man.....still is hard to find i kno i will....
For now im good wit maself, just being me again on my own it feels so right wit no drama no men no bullshit, sometimes i get into some man but then again I realize he s just ordinary like most of them so I just put an end to it....
So for all the playas out there keep me out of ur dramas!!!

So guess wat?? I am free now!!! I would like to screaaaaamm it cuz i wanned it so bad, but i can't cuz it happend so fast....is like I was in a tree from were I couldn't get down, and guess wat?? The tree WAS CUT!!! Why do I say CUT?? Cuz that's how it all happend.........nu am fost data frumos jos din pom de omul care a zis ca m-a iubit 5 ani de zile...oh no...actually he preferred to cut the tree off my feet oh that's one hella of a man !!! I love the fact that I always had a thing for this half men.....I don't know maybe is from a problem of mine to attract this men....or maybe it was written on my face u half man? ohhh I love u :)) lol
Well I still cannot believe how things happen when you break up, how u cannot have the courage to come n tell to my face: I wanna be free! But instead to tell all those bullshit that u know I accepted all this years cuz no matter how u were, I just accepted the way u are....CUZ I LOVED U !! yes I did maybe not as much as you THOUGHT u love me but trust me only half of the love i can give is more that all the love u have inside!
Is funny how things happen in life....but the sun is shinin after all this time and even though I have a lot of baggage after this relationship....Im happy Im happy with me and if you chose to be without me I CHOSE TO BE WIT ME! cuz i love me :D and this is the only compromise ima do wit ma life and men.....


SI TRIPUL ZILEI :))))))))


Imma take my lexus to the mall
Get a little black dress just because
Me and my boo just broke it off
Imma be fly although hes gone
And i dont really care bout who he's with
Imma get mine and he'll get his
Even though i was in love with him,
I really hope the best for them

Every sentimental and my crying sacrimental
Tell me what i cant get into
I cant lose my mind
Think its time for me to let go
Cause my heart cant take it no more
You were all i lived for but i'll leave you behind

Imma be ok
Imma be ok
I'll survive, i'll be fine, i wont cry no way
Imma be ok
Imma be ok
Dont you talk, i'll move on, baby walk away

Imma keep my head up, hold it high
Really did my best i know you tried
Even though it hurts i will survive
I'll wipe my eyes, i'll stay alive
Take a deep breath and count to 10
Today's a new day i'll start again,
Imma find myself so deep within
Imma survivor i will win

Every sentimental and my crying sacrimental
Tell me what i cant get into
I cant lose my mind
Think its time for me to let go
Cause my heart cant take it no more
You were all i lived for but i'll leave you behind

Imma be ok
Imma be ok
I'll survive, i'll be fine, i wont cry no way
Imma be ok
Imma be ok
Dont you talk, i'll move on, baby walk away


Love ma sistaz n ma grls>:D<>:D<

A new life....

De mult vroiam sa-mi scriu trairile undeva....pe un blog.....nu as vrea sa le citesti TU.....desi as vrea sa iti zic ca sunt bineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee si sa te bucuri pentru mine asa cum ma bucur eu pentru tine ca esti bine.....dar stiu ca nu te vei bucura ..... si vei zice " parca te bucuri ca scapi de mine" . Tu ai pornit tot acest proces si iti multumesc!!!!!!!! doamne iti multumesc k m-ai ajutat sa realizez ca nu te iubeam cum stiu si pot eu sa iubesc! as fi vrut sa fac asta cu tine ca meritai meriti sa te iubesc cum pot eu sa iubesc......dar nu mai vrei, e prea tarziu si stiu asta si iti respect dorinta si decizia....
In acelasi timp in care simt asta...sunt happy....sunt happy ca mi-am gasit A NEW REASON TO LIVE!!!!!!!! sunt happy k am atatiia oameni care sunt langa mine si ma iubesc asa cum sunt eu sunt happy k o am p sis:X fara de care poate eram in paragina inca cativa ani de acum incolo dar stii ca sunt puternica....si ma ridic imediat! Doamne am atatia oameniii care cred in mine si tu nu ai putut nici macar o data sa o faci......din contra mi ai taiat toate sperantele care le aveam......si din pacate ti-am facut si eu acelasi lucru tie insa eu regret si imi fac mustrari de constiinta p aceasta tema dar tu? oare te gandesti cum ma gandesc eu? oare ai realizat si tu unde ai gresit si te gandesti k m-ai lasat cu sechele? Eu o fac.....desi nu ma ajuta cu nimic si nu imi face nici un bine.....as fi vrut sa ma lasi sa cred in tine.....si as fi vrut sa crezi in mine....totusi e un sentiment frumos cu care terminam.....simt k te am iubit enorm si ca voi simti tot timpul ceva pentru tine.
Dar DE MAINE NU MA VOI GANDI LA ASTA!!! Am atateaaa sa pregatesc vreau sa plec sa imi indeplinesc visele pe care tu nu le-ai aprobat si pe care tu nu ai crezut vreodata ca le voi realiza!!! Nu vreau sa iti demonstrez tie nimic IMI VOI DEMONSTRA MIE ca pot si ca pot sa imi revin si sa fac asta!!! m-am regasit dupa atata timp in care ma pierdusem si e minunattt sentimentul! POT SA MISC MUNTII DIN LOCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC aia eee !!!!
sper macar un sfert din oameni sa simta macar un sfert din ceea ce simt eu acum!!!!! e minunat sa te regasesti dupa asemenea soc! I love all ma grl!!!!